Sumtimes i wished she was still here...
Sharing my pains and joys...
Sumtimes i wished i cud bring her back to life...
I need her...
BADLY..

I miss u lots nenek.....

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by -Pinkbrownies- @ 9:19 PM

Well, yest I went to skool for ORDB make-up lab. The class was told that 30% failed e term test. What the *&^#*!! My diploma has onli like 88+ students n 30% is quite alot. *prays that i make it* Afta dat went to do project a while. N i also went out wit Dear. Gi Shaw Towers watch Something's Gotta Give. A beautiful story. Sumtin which i cud relate to. The characters. The story. :) I reached hm arnd 11.15pm. Didnt manage to catch American Idol of coz. But i noe Latoya n Amy go thru. Well deserved but e rest are also goood too.

Had a weird and crappy dream last nite. I was actually going to audition for American Idol. hahaha. Den i dunno wat happen afta dat i went on a date wit Ashton Kutcher. I haf no freaking idea how Ashton cud be even in my dream. I didnt fantasize about him at all! But heck, hes cute. haha. Den sum Bangla(???) cums into the story tryin to break us up. Afta dat i dunno wat happen bcoz i was awaken by Dear's sms. haha.. but a date wit Ashton is um hmm great! haha..Crap crap..n hey i did wash my feet b4 going to bed ok!

Well, b4 i had dat dream I cudnt sleep. I was thinking. In deep tots. haha..oh well...
Wateva it is I love u syng... N yea i noe he loves me too. hahahaha.. ;p

N yea gud luck to dose taking their O results esp to my cuzzin! Well, i still remember wen i gt mine. Damn nervous but syukur i passed all. The most surprising was i passed my History n POA. haha. Didnt see dat cuming since i always scored a F9 for dose papers. Den my beloved pri skool fren, Imran committed suicide afta he gt his results. I was so sad. Y did he do dat?? Yea it was foolish of him! He was soo smart. But.. haiz~ Used to fite wit him all e tyme at primary skool. Missed e fites we used to haf. Wit Mirza, Effendi all dat..haiz~ Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas roh-nya. Amin.

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by -Pinkbrownies- @ 12:16 PM

One Last Cry by Brian McKnight

My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands
Standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone
Wishing all my feeling was gone
Gotta get over you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry


Chorus:
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you out of my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I guess I'm down to one last cry


I was here you were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone
Wishing all my feelings were gone
Gotta get over you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry


Chorus:
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you out of my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I guess I'm down to one last cry


I know I gotta be strong
But 'round me life goes on and on and on and on


I'm gonna dry my eyes
Right after I have my one last cry


Chorus:
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I've gotta put you out of my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I guess I'm down to one last cry

Sad sad song...
Hmmm...wun be blogging much...
Take care peeps! :0)

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by -Pinkbrownies- @ 11:20 PM

On Saturdae went out wit Dear. Went to Sentosa. haha. Nutin new. Always go dere. But it is always fun fun fun. Met him arnd 1pm. Gi eat at the coffee shop ferst den walk2 at Harbour Front. Went to World of Sports i think where i saw my dream Gola shoes. Den dear say "nak? Nak beli ah i bayar kan.." But i was like buat bodo. Tot he was joking. Den went to the nxt shop. Dey were also selling e same shoes wit a much cheaper price. 30 dollars diff. Den Dear was telling me beli la i bayar. haha. See he serious so i juz try e shoes n hey presto he bought for me. Muakzz. Thanx. Afta dat went to Sentosa. Ingat nak jln kaki but e footpath was closed. So take e bus. Den we walked2 arnd Sentosa. I think we cornered every inch of Sentosa. Not yet ah but soon. Had a great tyme esp going to the ulu ulu places dere.

Yest went to Long house take money. Bcoz me now soo pokai. Afta dat went to TM wit my mum. Bought fer myself a Giordano pants at Century Square. haha. Get money ald den spent it. Aiya skali skala. Den need $$ for projects some more. Haiya~

My term test starts 2dae!! Todae paper is Information Marketing n MAnagement. Sheesh~ Wish me all the best!

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by -Pinkbrownies- @ 9:57 AM

Nutin much happen. I onli had 3/4 hrs of sleep for the past 2 days due to my projects. But thank god all passed up ald. I was late for skool yest. Reached class at 830am n e teacher locked e door. Jude inside was laffing n makin faces at me bcoz i cant go in. Ass~ haha. At last teacher open ah but i was marked absent. Siak tulz. Went out wit Dear afta skewl. Go suntec watched the movie Along Come Polly. Ok lor not bad the movie.

Today is Friday the 13th!! haha..Act my day 2dae not bad at all. haha. No mishaps. Thank god. My culture presentation went well. My ORDB lab test went well surprisingly. I finished it quite fast. Was teh 4th person to complete. Thanx to Faizal ah. He gave me great tips for the paper. He say dun panic do it step by step. He say dat bcoz he take e paper ferst (but of coz semer amek paper quest lain2 ah) n he panic n get all the SQL messed up. Wen i finished the test he ask me how can do finish tak? I say yea! He give me a thumbs up. haha. Had a feelin i can score really well. :)

I kinda 'stole' 3 goodie bags from e TP open house. Hey whu wudnt resist wen the bag contains a tank top n Style + Lime mag n Qoo drink. N now i had all e 3 colours of the tank tops. Ader part i go Engine skool aksyen visitor ah n ask if i can get e goodie bag bcoz e tanktop ova dere is pink! i looove pink. N of coz dpt lerr..Afta skewl went searching for Dan's shirt wit Nat. N Nat gave me Valentine present. Its a fererro rocher. Wee~ haha. Every year also give. Thanx! *hugz*

N to every couples out dere HAPPY ADVANCE VALENTINES DAY!! In case besok tak dpt blog mite as well i wish u all now. haha. N to dose single ones, dun weri go out n watch e MTV Asia Awards tomolo! Well, maybe besok going out wit Dear. But we r not celebrating Valentine ah juz go out.. :)

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by -Pinkbrownies- @ 9:40 PM

yey!! juz finished my ez-link design n e brochure! Dearie Jo printed out the brochure for me because my printer always cock up. Im sooo hapi its ova. Well lemme update on Tues ferst.

Lemme see...Skool was fine. Juz tolerating wit my fren selenger-ness n stupidity. Afta skool got field trip to the Eurasian Community House at Ceylon Rd dere. Ok la e trip juz learning more bout the Eurasian community. See the exhibits here n dere. Yg tak sanggup kena naik tangga. Aiyo~~ Afta looking at the xhibits dere is like a mini concert displaying their culture ah like wedding, christmas, death etc. Quite interesting but kinda draggy also. My favourite part is the wedding. You had to throw confetti at the bride n groom. BUt me being an idiot, threw it at Nat.haha. We were also serve walnut cake, dis coconut kuih n drinks. Finished arnd 830 gitu. Me n Nat decided to walk to Parkway to take e bus bcoz from Ceylon no bus. B4 dat Nat had a craving for Katong Laksa. Dektu rilek jer makan makanan cina. Aku duduk kat situ cam budak bodoh tengok dia makan. haha. She ask me to had some. I was like nak mampos ker? Kalau Naim tau camner? haha. Yea he very particular bout halal food n now me also bcome more wary.

2dae (hmm..i mean yest) i skipped IMM tut to do my project. Skali Ms Faridah saw us skipping class den she say "Where u all go ah? Cabot onli!" N she was like pinching my arm. I think i went crazy in CMSK3 class. Not onli me but the whole class. Dunno y. nak relieved stress kott? The teacher called us gila n Wan nicknamed me "The Devil Queen". Siao. I also receive lots of free food today. Sufi gave me 3 packets of this fish thingy, Marni gave me sum biscuits, Lineng give me Clorets n Andy give me mentos. Si Andy ni tak ya tanya I look at him onli he noes wat i want from him. I think i bully HuiHui too much 2dae. haha. I took a candid shot of her lookin so the horrible n sent to every1. haha. Den wen i was teasing her, HuiHUi cam terlepas ckp. She say "Eh i tot u very e angel sia. Treat pple nicely, so pretty so many guys like Zul all chase you" I was like eh stooop rewind wat u say! did u juz say Zul?? Abeh member muka dah serba salah. haha. Eeee Zul. No offense but i find him tad irritating. Ader ari tu i was enjoying my fav brownie, he came up n say "eeee...cam tahi sey". Smack his face baru tau. N Dear was wayyyy betta den him. Kan dear?? :) *muakzz*

N yea also went out wit Dear. Met him at Raffles. Drink tea n sit at Boat Quay. Quite fun ah we kutuk-ing n trying to tickle /knock out each other. N we also do this hand tricks. Afta dat went walk2 sampai la ker Tanjong Pagar. Nak carik tempat to ehem but cant seem to find it. haha. Reached home at 10 gitu n im juz in time to watch Anak Metro n American Idol. Den tok to Dear on e phone. Complains dat pple owe him money but haven pay. hehe. Saba ler mesti die bayar nyer. N juz now on the phone also Dear say to me.."Im loving you more each day sey" Awww...so suweeet.. Love you too syng!

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by -Pinkbrownies- @ 3:27 AM

Today was like "Hey-Guys,Lets-Bully-Zura-Today!". Seriously i kena bully juz now n at tymes i get so irritated. Not bully like BULLY ah. Bully cam main2 gitu or wateva ah. At DMC lesson juz now, Jude Rodrigues, Faizal n Taufiq were sittin behind me n dey commented on everything i do. Wen i was writing dey say "wah lau write so slow..write neat2 for wat...eh u left handed ah? try write wit right hand ah. y u write ur paper senget?" Wen i was drinking, pon kacau. Kimmek bingit sey. Ader jer comment. Malas nak layan. Wen dey see me muka bingit nanti ader la nak pujok. Gasak korang la~

N 2dae every1 was like singing e song "She bangs" by William Hung complete wit the dance. haha. N e guys were teasing Leslie bcoz his face same cam William Hung.haha. Come to think of it yea quite true also. ;p Afta skool had DMC project meeting wit Marni, Wan, Sufi n Siti. Tok about project for like 20 min den e rest one hr tok about sumtin else. Gossip about pple. Ghost story. Trip to Sentosa. blah blah. But it was fun ah. Supposed to meet Dear 2day but tak jadi coz he gt sum assignment to do. Reach home dlm kul 4 gitu. Did a bit of revision den follow my parents go JOhor. My mum was very generous wit me 2dae. Bought for me quite a number of things. Maklumla dpt duit ERS. haha.

I also saw Faizal Ishak dere. N he was wit another woman. E woman is Rita Zahara. Dis pengacara of SPS. Tengah holding hands. Haiz~ no comments. N yea Nadia pierce her lips ald. Pierce herself summore.Ouch!

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by -Pinkbrownies- @ 11:10 PM